I made the decision to get as much red pills as possible. I searched the sub for red pull turhts and internalized them no mater how much it hurt... Now im just fuckin angry... No wonder they all rejected me. Fuck every single one of them. I wanna beat the fuck outta all those duckin bitches from highschool who had an attitude with me when i was nice. Fuck em. I hate everything. Im so fuckin mad. I did nothing to deserve being treated like shit and pushed aside. They literally have no heart or a soul. I dont even wanna fuck em or talk to them. Just want then to stay the fuck away from me.

I just think of all the times they'd come up to me acting nice and falling for it. I wish i told them to fuck off or just ignored em to thier face. I cant help it now. I've changed and i cant go back. I feel this feeling of anger from all the lies they've told me. I am not the same person. Fuck this society for fucking lying to me nust for me to get my heart stepped on. When all i wanted was thr best for everyone. Fuck everyone. Stay the fuck away from me. I dont care. Im an asshole? good. Im happy i am. Go fuck yourself.