After you start going down the rabbit hole there is no going back. Female nature, banking system, real human history, current political real situation. One thing you understand, humanity is the most dumbest species that has ever walked the Earth, not a surprise when you underestand most of our genetic code comes from apes. But apes do not have what we have, nonetheless we are domesticated apes and thats how it has been since the begin. Probably the most hard pill to swallow is knowing that you were just a domesticated ape when you were a 6 yo in school. Fuck it.