Hey guys,

So I’ve fully accepted myself as a MGTOW for about 4 months now, and I’m extremely grateful I’ve taken the red pill. That said, I am having some trouble getting past the “red pill rage”.

I value having time alone to think, but every time I have alone time to brainstorm ideas for my future and just think, it ends up getting clouded with angry thoughts of my ex and everything that comes with swallowing the red pill.

I get a daily dose just about every day from this sub and YouTube which helps a little bit.

I’m not purple pill either. I have had little moments of clarity but only a couple times in the last couple months, and I can’t figure out why it happened but essentially I want to get back to that feeling of clarity.

No rage, no ruminating, no angry ex gf thoughts, no anxiety...clarity.

Any advice? Is it even possible? Thanks.