Long story short, my wife is pleading me to come back. I really like her, but our relationship left me so screwed up I've almost accomplished suicide. Since that I've been living with my mother in my old room, waking up and sleeping with my guitar and finally feeling a little less crap. We have a baby (that she convinced me to have, but I love him anyways) and I'd be willing to make sacrifices to raise him strong enough to fall in the same trap his father did.