I'd like to preface this with the fact that I live in a third-world shithole country (Philippines). Women are much more religious here compared to western countries but we're headed there. (Divorce bill is in the making in our Congress). I'm in my very early twenties and the memories from my first relationship are still fresh. And thanks to my biology, I keep on having these feelings of missing her. I have been MGTOW for 6 months now. It has been a year and a half since we've broken up but the feelings I have flare up and Ive been constantly trying to convince myself that she's AWALT. I feel sad realizing her feelings for me were never genuine.