Hello MGTOW, hello men. I have found MGTOW around 2 years ago, and I am a teen, never married, or been in a relationship, and I have decided to stay like this.
I have been raised in a terrible family, everybody's toxic, and it is not a good place for my mental health.
I've been surrounded by toxic people all my life, but ever since 2 years ago I have been systemically cleaning my life by changing the types of people I hang with ~ No one deserves a pass when they expose you to mental, physically abusive or negative emotional exposure of any kind.
It is my time to go my own way, and I need to learn, how to not care if someone who is (abusive) and (genuinely sociopathic) in your family passes away? How to cope with living alone? How to become self reliant and never depend on someone's unreliable support in hardships? How to learn to be emotionally detached, where no matter what someone does to me, abandon me, or does what kind of abuse, that I won't be affected?
Cheers.
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Damn your reply is so golden I am saving it on a notepad file. Thank you very much, fuck, MGTOW community is awesome!
I really want to ask you some more questions, how to be fearless? and how did you become so wise?
I actually have a lot of issues that I don't know how to solve. I am horrible socially, I don't know how to socialize with people or make friends at all, I share no common interests between people of my environment, no football, cars, soccer and all that stuff. I was also raised in an anxious environment that made me an easy target to bully. (because my anxiety is perceived as weakness, and my inability to properly introduce myself and conduct myself in a good way makes me look weak).
I talk too much about myself, I am like an open book. I have nothing to talk about with others except myself. This thing is not simple, it caused me a lot of problems, like doxxing and stuff I don't want to get into.
I am also surrounded by unreliable people, last week something serious happened to me, somebody threw a large object at me which opened my head and I bled like there's no tomorrow, I had to go to the hospital to get my head stitched, and now I can't exercise because the wound might open and there's always risk of that hit affected my brain somehow that I might find out later in life.
My father, which is the only person who has the privilege to press charges on my behalf, decided to let that person live normally after he probably did something which will cause me some kind of disability later in life. My father choked me and broke my stuff when I told him to press charges and make that person sign a paper to be liable for any side effects that event causes on my health in the future.
I feel so much anger I want to do horrible things to my father, when I was a child he left me and I almost got killed because of him. That motherfucker laughs and feels 0 emotions when something bad happens to me... I really feel extreme fury in me.
You feel so much anger you get scared you'd go on on a spree on the people you call family. If they don't help, why fucking stand in my way?
I literally never had friends too
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I don't want to get married, I always viewed that women are not genuine, they are so shallow, they care about your dick size, your wallet, your connections and your look. They love you for everything except you, and that's dangerous.
No woman would have your back if you got an injury that disabled you, or if you went bankrupt. Those who stay are either because of societal pressure, hidden benefit, or they fuck on the side.
They also consume so much of your resources, act like they're entitled to all you have (and you're not), and from the looks of it you don't even get sex when you want to but when she wants to.
You are her soul until she divorces you she suddenly becomes a savage who wants to harm you sociopathically like you never was once her "soulmate" who would kill for her. Plus the financial expenses and most of all any free time you get/holiday/and stuff is to be spent on her. Fuck that...
That's too much stress and work for something that brings so little reward.
Mother and family are pressuring me into getting married when I grow up because they knew I decided not to, they keep telling me I'll die alone, but this is a debunked excuse. I was a semi-red pilled person (I always felt women were untrustworthy) but still believed NAWLTs exist and i'll find one until I found MGTOW which reinforced and re-coursed my beliefs.
I don't know if I might get married, the middle east is not as bad as the west, and here laws aren't so rapeish, but hey, I swear there is some systemic brainwashing going on, all arab media is full of feminist plots, the bitch who goes cockcarousel and gets knocked up by a chad and then she gets death threats and gets to marry a blue pilled cuck who raises her kid, like literally. (Turkish dramas are translated and shown here, and this is the fucking common plot, believe it or not). Also women here are becoming slutty, I heard a rumor that the girls in my school have sucked and took dicks in their butts. So this makes me forget the "middle east is different than the west" argument, all women are the same. Also women empowerment bullshit posters and activists are becoming more and more prevalent here, the high-class towns are already full of feminist pieces of shits.
When I had my head stitched I went to the pharmacist to take my medication with my teacher who has anger issues (LOL) and he was being sued for something so he was yelling on the phone, then there's this blonde wall-hitting bitch with a jeep car key, a pack of cigarrates and that beverly-hills bitch attitude and she started talking "Shut the fuck up man!" in a raised voice to make my teacher hear her. But he wasn't having that, he came and said "bitch be lucky this dude (me) has a head stitch and I must take care of him, or else I would've fucked you sideways infront of everybody. Cunt.) and then he walked away (LOL). By the time he said that I took my medication and we walked away. The way she treated my teacher like he's inferior and she's something, that's just sick.
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Well the only good person in my family is my mother, and we will live together, as I won't get married, no drama will happen.
but she is not young, after she dies, I will live alone, i will have to cook my own food, and i will sleep alone with no one to defend me. I will need a fucking pistol and a metal door, man.
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you will care when it happens — just accept that it will happen.
sever connections with them while they are alive to a degree where you are comfortable. real toxic people can fuck your life up so you need to protect yourself. I have experience in that. if you allow them to communicate with you, you cannot really focus on who you want to become because of all of the petty distractions.
concentrate on what person you want to be, and try to change your real behaviour to match your ideal self. it will take a long time to unlearn defensive behaviours.
when the person dies, you will most likely have an emotional rush. that is absolutely ok, it is your human part reacting to close person dying.
good luck. it is hard to find who you really are after complicated childhood and abusive parents
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