I have decided to stop straddling the fence, to fully embrace my MGTOW nature and to go full on monk mode. It's something I've been thinking of doing for years now. But I didn't have the courage to make that final permanent step. I still believed that women were "redeemable". That's it was still possible to build a family with a so-called "good woman". But as time has gone on, I've realised that all women are the same, and all women are abominable and irredeemable.

I knew all of this subconsciously, but I still fought against it, because I was still under the blue pill romanticized mindset of love and commitment. But now my patience and tolerance for women has completely run out. My whole life, women have done nothing but make my life miserable. My mum was abusive, the girls at my school used to bully me, and I have never had a long term relationship with a female. And to be totally honest, I don't want to anymore. I just don't care anymore. I have no love for women whatsoever. I have decided to go full MGTOW monk for the rest of my life.

I am only 20 years old, and I still have my whole life ahead of me. And that is why I truly believe that MGTOW is the future for young men. Because there is so much MGTOW content out there. Men of all ages, young and old are waking up and saying no to relationships, women and marriage. The great awakening is happening as we speak, and I believe that young men are the future pioneers of the MGTOW philosophy.

TL;DR: I've fully given up on women, I've become a MGTOW monk for life, MGTOW is the future for young men.