I make posts like this occasionally because I need to remind myself that there are people out there that feel like me. I am tired of being my own worst enemy, I'm tired of giving into to my desires for a fleeting sensation that can never last. I want to break the chains my vices have around me and be the person I know I can be. Frank Herbert stated in Dune Chapterhouse; Seek freedom and become captive of your desires. Seek Discipline and find your liberty. Well i'm done drifting, pretending I'm free. I just turned 23 and from this day forward I am going to forge myself into something I'm proud of. I refuse to let this hell hole world get the better of me. I'm ready to fight my own demons and conquer them absolutely. This is a message to myself but also to everyone else out there who needs it; YOU ARE MORE THAN YOU THINK YOU ARE. YOU CAN ACCOMPLISH ANYTHING. NEVER LET ANYONE TELL YOU WHAT YOU ARE WORTH, YOU ARE THE ONLY PERSON WHO HAS THAT RIGHT.