I been doing something very weird I been faking a "HVM" from FDS like for example I pay for dates to build trust, and the other simp things. yes I know I am wasting money, but this like a hobby.

Here is where I think there is something wrong with me. Once we become committed I tell her I never really liked her, and been faking compliments the whole time. even though they block you still get a funny reaction. This is also an amazing way to train faking a personality, and getting good at lying.

Even though you won't most likely run into a FDS in the wild, it is still fun game to act you are such a HVM, and then tell what you really think when gain trust. Even If do this to one person year it feels amazing to me, but I think there something wrong with me, but I don't know what.