So, I just had a girl drive an hour to come to my house to fuck. I told her everything she is suppose to do prior to agreeing for her to come over. I'm at the point where I tell girls that they WILL swallow my cum, they WILL lick my ass, and if I choose to, I WILL fuck their ass. She agrees sheeplessly, but I could tell her likes it. After I make her cum and she spends the next 30 mins to please me, I'm just bored. I'm about to blow my load so I jam cock deep in her throat and let off.

Two years ago, I would've sold my left nut to do all these things to a girl. Now it's just boring and I just wanted her to GTFO. I bought her food and told her she needs to go. I miss my blue pill days, I miss the thought of intimacy, and a future with a girl. The red pill is a bitch to swallow and going mgtow really does take the excitement out of relationshits.