I was given a warm welcome on my last post I made to this sub. I want to thank anyone who even acknowledged it.

My New York Child Support hearing is next Tuesday. I haven't found a job. I owe back support, and need to find health coverage. I'm stressed, spending all of my time on Indeed.

Me and my ex aren't even divorced, only separated. She's already seeing some new guy. I have to pay CS until he's 21(I'm 27). She wont give me the time of day to get legal details, after the fact it's 10 at night and she apologized she was on dinner dates.

https://imgur.com/a/YVIPywP

This boy is my pride and joy. I missed his 2nd birthday, I had to move a weekend before it. I asked if I could atleast stay, she said sorry, the seperation papers say you have to leave by then, you can have him on another day. His birthday is Nov.1.

I can't even ask to Skype him at this point cause she doesnt respond. I didn't have any money for an attorney, and I just went with her on a Saturday to the bank and signed papers, not fully understanding, I wont be able to fight anything written in the pages.

I could have been a better husband, I just want to be a great father, being 17 hours away is taking its mental toll on me. I don't know. I'll figure this out. This won't be the last hurdle life throws at me. I just want to avoid jail.

I have to be strong for my son.

Thank you, community, again. I really, sincerely, appreciate it. Some points I made are in my last post but just wanted to clarify more.