So I found MTGOW about 7 months ago after yet another failed relationship and thinking she would never succumb to being someone to sleep around with lame fucking guys (she did)

I thought ok, I can't let my happiness be destroyed by someone, anyone else let alone a female.

So I began to work on myself. Lose weight work more for money, trying new hobbies and clothes and generally just improving myself.

Throughout that time she fucked around with other dudes. Now as I find my world coming together, i notice I'm still obsessed with the idea of being less than or not good enough. Becuase of her choosing other guys instead of fixing our relationship. I'm trying hard to keep my emotions in check but they get restless. Sometimes to the point of interfering at work.

How can I truly move on? I want to go my OWN way but my emotions have kept her in my way.