I've always gone my own way. Even during my adolescent years, I knew that marriage and children were not for me. I also learned from experience that neither was cohabitation. That said, I still believe that the right woman could add to my life; albeit not in those traditional ways.

I know its frowned upon but I like to allow for the existence of amazing women. Though I'm sure they are near extinction these days. I respect anyone's opinion to think otherwise. I've read some real horror stories that must surely change a man and the way he thinks. I'm in my late 30's now and thankfully have only dealt with minor drama.

My life is in order. I make decent money, own my own place and a couple of vehicles. I'll be able to retire earlier than most. But I've been feeling unfulfilled as of late.

My hobbies haven't really interested me these past few weeks. I don't have any clear goals in mind. I feel stagnant and unsure of how to get things flowing again.

I have been single for a couple of months and haven't put much effort into dating, so no issues there. I would go to a "provider" and see if a release would clear my head but I'm a little paranoid/uninformed with such things.

Part of me feels as though I need a clean slate. Sell off most of my stuff. Maybe try to get into something new.

I guess I'm just rambling and trying to get my thoughts out. Thanks for reading if you made it this far. If anyone has words of wisdom, I'd love to hear them.