There is a new girl at work that I like, and even though I thought I've fully embraced MGTOW mentality, I find myself thinking about asking her out. Even though I know every girl is AWALT to some degree, my sex drive is screaming NAWALT. I guess I'm "one blowjob away" even though I felt pretty solid in my views.

Part of my problem may be not placing enough value in myself, and therefore seeking it out through other peoples' validation. I'm trying like hell to better myself, and have improved vastly, but I am disappointed in myself that as soon as a cute girl shows up, I forget everything I have learned and try to convince myself that I need a relationship.

I'm asking for any advice, horror stories, or anything else that will help set me straight.

Thanks