Hey fellas, sorry if my English ain't the best. been browsing mgtow since 90k members, it's like I found a goldmine of advice and experiences, furthermore I found a place full of rational men that see the world for what it is.

I would like to ask you men for advice on what I should about the situation my life right now. A bit about myself - 19yo and serving in the army for a couple of months. Basically I have some physical health problems which cause a distruption in daily life and cause stress and anxiety because the army makes it hard for me to take care of myself since im dependant on it's healthcare and have no time and its absolute dogshit. Additionally I dont enjoy my service because im stuck in this shithole system and have no control over my life and have an unfulfilling job in the army (I want to hit the gym, focus on my hobbies, get a job - bascially live my fucking life) but im stuck is some shit base with no control over my time and people that I dont connect to and the thought of not being able to own my life makes me very discouraged to keep serving

What would you guys do?

Rationally I think that leaving the army is the best choice for me as its gonna allow me to take care of my physical and mental health and live my life in abundance and freedom But on the other side the are benefits if i stay in the army as it gives me something to do with the whole "pandemic" and I can save a nice amount of money in my service but there are also disadvantages to leaving the system as some employers might look at me weird and some jobs require a full army service to work in( jobs that might help me - government jobs)

A few more questions if any of you guys suggest leaving the system, What should I start working towards? I thought about trades, any recommendations? Or should I get some degree or educate myself(something like coding)

How do I face the fear of making such a big decision?

There's a bit more to the situation but here is a summary, I feel like your advice will help me make my decision. Thanks.