Alright, so I've been attempting to go MGTOW since near the start of summer after finding out about it (a few months ago), and may I just say, I'm making some great personal growth. I'm a college student studying film production, and I've been able to work a lot over the summer on sharpening my editing skills, and i've even been hitting the gym, and made some noob gains, and lost a respectable amount of weight, so all is well in that regard. I can definitely see the benefit of not having to deal with women and their drama. Now, here comes the bad. I was played by a couple of women back in college before I broke up for the summer, and I was getting sick of their shit. I had this thing with a girl in my class. We were kinda flirting and such, it was obvious she liked me. However, I went all beta blue pill and confessed my feelings. She reciprocated somewhat. We made out, although it was quite uncomfortable. I could tell she wasn't into it too much. Obviously my beta attitude put her off me in that moment. We talked, she told me she doesn't do relationships, and we left on good terms (however, she removed me from instagram for some reason. I'm guessing so she could forget about me during the summer.) I can say that after a couple of months away, I've done my best to put her behind me, and see her for her selfish womanly ways. However, despite my personal growth, I sometimes get the feeling that I'm working out, and focusing on my work for her. I don't want this to be the case. I'm kind of at a 50/50 here. I mean I'm a decent looking guy. Part of me wants her to be jealous when I go back to college, and she sees how much I've changed. It'll be awkward. I'm an introvert. She's an ambivert. My buddy, who's essentially MGTOW is the most alpha dude in class, and I just wish I had his self-confidence. It's like he's never embarrassed. If he were in my situation, he'd be able to talk to her like nothing happened. Anyway, I'm getting a little off topic here. I want to truly conquer this oneitis I have for this girl before I go back to college in just over a month. Back at the start of college, I didn't particularly give a fuck about her, so I was able to talk to her as a regular person. I've been doing my best Reddit, I've really been trying to focus on myself, but she just sometimes pops up in my head. I've unfollowed her on facebook and everything, but she just has a way of getting to me. I want to truly go MGTOW, forget about these women and their games, and focus on myself, my friends, and my work. Any suggestions? Need some real talk here.

Edit: Great responses so far. I asked this on /r/AskTRP, and they all bashed MGTOW saying that I needed to learn game and fuck loads of women. What're your thoughts on this? Cheers.