I posted a couple months back about having split from my wife and kids (mostly due to swallowing the pill and seeing how irretrievable my situation was).

We split before, back in 2016 and I was like a dog with 2 dicks, fucking everything that walked, until I actually reached the point of realising that more women = more stress and drama and I ended up trying again with my wife after 7 months.

In 2017 I discovered MRP and started trying to use it to fix my marriage, but the more I read and implemented the less I wanted to actually be with this shrew of a woman who did nothing but made my life hell. I started banging a hot 24 year old and made moves to get my own place and leave.

The decision was made that I would just focus on myself and improving my life in every way. In the past I've been extremely depressed bordering on suicidal and it's always been related to women. I've always relied on sex and women for validation, this time the decision was to fuck women off until I'm ready to stick my dick in something wet again. The 24 year old turned out to be a cunt (imagine that!) So I dropped her too and just spent time with friends and learning to be happy in my own company. And it's been fantastic.

I've got my own place I've got my own business that is going strength to strength (part time) I've got a new car I'm in almost the best shape I've ever been in I've been promoted to manager at my new job.

Most importantly: I want nothing to do with women. I never thought that would happen. I mean yeah I like to look at and interact with attractive women but they all just look like traps to me now. I've completely gotten over the need for sex, I haven't felt the same overpowering horniness I used to have for months and it doesn't feel like it will ever come back.

I'm not completely closed off to the idea of a relationship but it won't be for a looooooong time.

I just wanted to thank you guys for advising me to go monk. I cannot believe the difference it has made. Breaking that dependence on women is so powerful.

Sorry for the wall of text!