Edit: i just wanted a place to voice my thoughts get them out of my head. And figured this reddit was a good place to do it. Btw gonna cut my loses and just go my own way

Also another Edit: so she is gone after cursing and degrading and disrespecting my mother who was going to try and talk to her. Now I'm gonna kick back relax and work on my self.

TL:DR- thought i had a unicorn but instead i got a goat with a party hat.

So i have this fiancee and me and her got into a real big fight.

So first I'm going to explain that i have some issues from my childhood and due to that i have the same nightmare every night for the past 12 years. I've gotten used to it and the shitty sleep it comes with. So when i met this girl the first time we slept together just slept not had sex i didn't have the nightmare and so i thought she was different there was something special about her. So i wanted to keep her and love her and cherish her for the rest of my life. So i changed my whole life around for her I quite smoking for her quite drinking cussing, and even started going to church. Stopped playing video games and even changed all of my interests to match hers. So at the starting of this week i started reading the mgtow reddit again due to issues in the relationship because i hate who i have become for her. And so i told her yesterday that i don't want to get married or have kids. Her response was to throw the 2k ring i bought her at me and make a plan to move back to her home state if she couldn't work things out by this friday. I was raised that everyone has to live with there decision no matter what. She states she didn't make a decison to leave i say she did. Should i make her live with her decision??