Since I have discovered monk mode, I haven't been happier and I have accomplished so much career wise and actually realized some life goals of mine. However, sometimes I miss women so much and I go back to dating apps as well as pursuing women irl. Then, I feel like shit and my confidence suffers greatly if I get rejected by even one bitch especially if she's nothing to offer other than looks. Why do I always feel like I am missing out if I am not in a relationship even though I am way better off single? And how can I stop myself once and for all from having feelings for a girl or longing for women in general?