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It’s been a month an almost a week since my ex finished with me, we’re still living together and she has amassed a total body count of 10 (11 if you count tonight), she comes home after each of them and gets in bed with me, sometimes bragging about her expeditions!
Tonight it stops, tonight I took one jump forward and I finally found a studio apartment to move into, it’s small, but it means I will finally be free of the mental torture surrounding her coming and going to different guys.
I am on the other hand worried, I have never really been alone (I know I have the dog) but I have always depended on a woman to maintain my emotional stability. How does one learn to enjoy the company of himself and be happy with that?
I want to go my own way, I believe now at the ripe old age of 32, it’s time. I have to learn to live myself and I have to reach a place of emotional and financial stability. So what is next? How do I find peace in solitude?
I’m so happy but at the same time I’m terrified.
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