This is mostly for me but maybe some of you will benefit.

Stop caring how much dick any chick is taking. They all almost end up miserable minus a very few who manage to pull a great betabux and still takes alpha cock. Only the prettiest girls, the smart ones, or the lucky ones manage to get happiness (assuming they manage not to blow it).

Stop caring you can’t get a girl you want in bed or into a relationship (I don’t want the latter with anyone). It’s a waste of time, energy, and money unless it comes easy and naturally.

Stop lamenting you can’t have the blue pill fantasy you wanted. No one gets it. They only think they do or did.

Look at all the miserable saps around. The only happy men are ignorant, super people, are a chad (still probably gonna get fucked hard cause most still desire a loyal faithful wife even with what they’ve done and think when they’re ready they’re just so amazing it’ll work out picture perfect thus setting most of their massive egos for huge crashes), or in the early stages of a relationship. I don’t care that I get satisfaction knowing I’ll win long term relative to other men. It feels good when I frame it this way.

Get over dicking used up escorts. There’s always going to be younger ones coming up and the one you’re banging is gonna end up miserable if she isn’t already. There’s nothing wrong with transactional sex. Sex is all purely genetic reproductive purposes and or transactional. It’s men who deluded themselves into thinking it was something more to comfort themselves in the fact in how disposable they are.

Trust you’ll find contentment and purpose and your true self. You don’t have to be anything than what you naturally are. You don’t have to find yourself. You gotta root out the bullshit, your crutches, your compensations, etc. as your real self is underlying it all. Once you make peace with yourself. You’ll be able to spontaneously decide what you want and it’ll be only for you.