I remember when I was younger I curious about relationships and sex and all that shit, like most 14-17 year old boys are. This was of course before society took a fucking nose dive and doing anything with a women is more dangerous than juggling fire. It took me a while to really notice the shift, for me, it was shortly after gamer gate. Through widespread third wave feminism, they have aggressively censored free speech, heavily weighed the court in their favor, gotten influence over every big city, college campus, and American politician currently in office. Sex is no longer seen as a relaxing enjoyable thing. Condom slips off and you keep going? Rape and jail time. Its your first time and you aren't doing good? Consent withdrawn, you are now a rapist, jail or an ass kicking from one of her friends or relatives. You might get both. You hit on her? Harassment. Everything is grounds for the quality of your life to go down, and just you wait, they are creating more and more ways to box you in and make you as miserable as possible like its revenge for years of patriarchy. Now its their turn, and they are going to ramp up the early suicides and divorce rates tell they are finally happy. Which is never, they will be miserable, which in turn will cause them to spread their misery harder and make things even worse.

You could go to Thailand or some place where prostitution is legal, maybe there you can actually get laid, but, oh no, thats sex trafficking and is getting banned all over the place and in most places foreigners can't go to brothels. Mgtows like to talk about Thailand, but they are actively tracking western tourists to stop that shit, extraditing them when they are caught and punishing them with the full extent of the law. What does that mean for the virgins here? You will never have sex. You will never feel anything close to intimacy like your grandparents felt. In our society it is built to make us as miserable and alone as possible, so we keep chasing the dream and working dead end jobs and going after destructive women in hopes that one day it will get better. But it won't.

I'm saving up for a van and I'm going to convert it into a dwelling. I have two side businesses to make me money without really doing anything because of how I have them set up. Since I live a pretty minimal lifestyle as it is these businesses will be able to well support me. Fuck a boss, fuck the direction western society is going in, I'm going to wander around the US, live off the land in some areas, and enjoy the short time I have left on Earth. Its the only smart option with the cards we have.