Hi,

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I want to share a little story here.

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I've spent the last 2 years as mgtow, this was after catching feelings for a girl and she leaving me for a wimp that was uglier than me and a total moron. Just because I was going to be in another country for 3 months, and he had money, not like my at that moment ( they want all and now, otherwise things like this happen).

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I really thought she was the woman of my life all seem so perfect, like a love movie... But after that I didnt understand anything until I discovered redpill and then mgtow. ( She still writes me, I ignore her)

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The point is that I've spent this 2 years without having a "relationship" and my social circle cant understand it.

Im an attractive guy, and I know It, not the tallest one, but attractive nonetheless. And charismatic with both guys and girls ( even when I know all of this, I might be a nice actor ) so when they ask me why I dont have a girlfriend yet, I always answer:

"Look dude, I would like to play lottery, not russian roulette." Or "You women say that I just view you as sex objects, it may be true, but you see us like ATMs, tools or sperm banks, so... Who is the baddie here?" They seem confused most of the times, but then they say " yeah... Thats true..."(girls always say that "other girls do that") and 5 minutes later guys are craving for a girlfriend and girls are feeling like goddesses...

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I tried to teach some of my friends about mgtow, discreetly, but is impossible, even after terrible acts of women that destroyed their self-esteem they still are craving for woman approval and therefore for sex.

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I feel that im issolated in a society that praise for pussies... Also I live in Spain, where that multiplies x100. I dont think that I hate women, but I definitely dont want to have anything more than one night stands with them, and even like that I feel Im in danger...

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As I said before I just wanted to share this with you, because I never told this to anyone.

English is not my first language btw. Any question about this ask to me, also if you want to share any experience, Im willing to share and read.

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Dont play russian roulette.