I have this side bitch who is hot young and dumb as rock with absolutely no self respect she is the perfect bottom bitch. But turns out my friend thought so too.Granted he didnt know she was my side bitch.and when he showed me The pictures she had sent my heart sank which was surprising because i thought I didn't care but I felt betrayed nonetheless I told my friend she is my side bitch and he is welcome to fuck her and he did and later sent me pics.She lied to me about him and covered up.i know I shouldn't fucking care about it but why do I feel like shit !!help me guys I am feeling lost here .i can't blame my friend I was the one who didn't say anything.He thinks she is just whore and her pussy is public domain. She is fucking whore I still wanna fuck the Bitch but I hate her now .I did again I got tangled and I didn't go my own way when I should have.i feel just hollow and I have this weird sinking feeling in my chest.now I feel like I care about my side bitch more than I do my main bitch.when I am only supposed to care about myself!how do I break free of this cycle.How do I harden myself against this.