And i still live with my parents(one real one not the actual parent)i'm quite social for an autistic person and not like a retard at all(like the stereotype) but i used to be very pretty and a model for a time, then depression hit and i didn't feel all too great for a while, got into some drinking, became bald, stopped working out. and i went mgtow in the last 2 years of modeling.

Now i had an argument with my mother and she told me something about how tough life is and so i said well i'm not married, never gonna be and also never going to have any children.
She just looked at me shamingly saying yeah like that's ever gonna happen(cause i'm not pretty anymore) i just smiled and said, well i honestly don't care what i look like too much since people now hire me for my mind instead of my looks and i don't need a woman to find me hot since i don't care about marriage, i don't want to reproduce and i don't care about having sex.

she walked off quite quickly to do some other shit and said well i would have liked some grandkids.

so the only thing she got out of it basically was shaming me for being ugly now(i look normal) and not giving her kids.

sorry if it's a weird post i'm ranting a bit.