It is 1:24 a.m. I'm fucking high as hell (which is an oxymoron).

I just smoked out of an apple that I made into a pipe using a coat hanger. I didn't have a lighter, so I lit my gas stove, found a random bamboo stick in a cabinet, and lit it, carrying the apple and the burning stick outside so it wouldn't stink up the house.

It was the most natural way I've ever smoked weed; literally a caveman could have done that 5, 000 years ago.

Anyway, as I'm high, I feel that there are many things I can see very clearly.

Deep down I'm heartbroken, and I've kept trying to bang more girls to get over it, but it never really worked and I ended up hurting those girls when I didn't want to commit.

So, I decided to turn MGTOW three years ago. Women's standards are too high, and I'm tired of fucking jumping through hoops. And even when you think you've won, you've fucking lost. I jump through hoops for no one.

Since I've been MGTOW, I have read so many incredible books, have become a professional computer programmer and can write in 7 computer languages, have become a guitar god and just wrote a song that is sincerely phenomenal, have embraced meditation as a way to clear my mind, and have an amazing body because I've been eating healthy and weightlifting for 5 years.

I would never say this in real life because I'm not pompous at all, which is why I'm glad I can share it here anonymously. But basically, I've realized that I am extremely talented and I owe something to the world. I have dedicated myself fully to creating incredible things because I know I have great potential, and allowing a woman to stop me in any way would be a disgrace to myself.

Isaac Newton is one of my idols, and he was a complete MGTOW. Who remembers a guy by who he has had sex with? You remember him by what he has created and accomplished. That is how I will judge myself, and never by the trap that is the alluring female.

Cheers.