Yes this is sappy.

Call me a pussy or whatever you want.

22 years old was with a girl from 19-22

Lollapalooza was our yearly vacation. Beautiful visit to Chicago in summer and awesome fest to top it off.

Admittedly, always loved Lana Del Ray, Lorde, RHCP, etc.

RHCP at Lolla came p on Youtube recommended. Was a very odd emotional experience. Could feel myself there holding her.

Then led to Lana and Lorde. Very much missing that girl.

The truly sad part? Missed that girl. Was a true love type. Yet I realized given a week and money to pay for tickets/expenses I cold experience that with anyone...

Was nothing special. 1 week of a "fresh love" is almost more exciting.

There's 10 different girls I could pay for and take this year. All of which would fake that experience and feel the same. This saddens me more than anything. Not saddens I guess, but it's sort of disgusting.

Will still go this year but think I'll just do it alone or with my boi who usually get's a free pass.

Could be and could have been any woman for the same experience.

What a waste of a creature. Millennial women... Basically a replaceable and easily purchased object of emotion/experience.

Glad I didn't know that at the time as it provided a "profound" experience I don't think I can ever experience again knowing the truth.

Thanks for the tricks ladies, it was genuinely fun while it lasted.