My ex from my last days at college hits me up on some “ive nothing to live for im going to kill myself” shit. She pretty much gave a redpill explanation ingenuously. I honestly feel like i just want to go see her for one last fuck and cool. I feel like that’s fucked up, but at the end of the day it is what she worked for. Anyhoo I felt this belinged here for 2 reasons, sge gave a redpill explanation but isnt redpilled. It feels like justice and kind of a win. A fucked up win but, a win nonetheless. 2nd reason was wondering if this makes me fucked up.

Edit: So I’ve decided to play it by ear, I planned a road trip vacation and she happens to be on my route so I’ll stop by because I already said I would. Sex isn’t garenteed though, these words of caution hold vaild weight so I’f I’m going to be a devil I’ve gotta Satan himself to finesse this, otherwise it’s gon be slow for me