I used to be a genuinely nice and friendly guy. I had plenty of friends but I lacked female attention. I didn't really care much about it until my friends started to joke about me being a virgin. I asked myself why that was a problem but I just went with it and didn't make a big deal out of it. The thing was, I had severe acne, could lose a couple pounds and respected women. I decided to do something about it just so my friends would stop joking as it became a little embarrassing. So I got rid of some of my acne, and got really lean. Suddenly girls started to show interest and I lost my virginity at the age of 18. My acne started to disappear even more and my physique got better and better. More and more women showed interest. I also started to treat women like legitimate objects and they fell in love. From someone who had absolutely zero female attention to someone who is at the top 5%, I realized that women ain't shit. They will never love you for who you are. The worse you treat them the better. The girl I'm currently dating told me she thinks i'm a psychopath, yet she's still in love with me (dumb bitch). I've cheated on her several times because I know she will never love me for who I truly am. I have given up on women and only use them for sex. I think my experiences with women have made me lose empathy for them as they only care about me when I'm good looking and acting like an asshole. I only care about my friends and family now and I suggest you do the same. Please don't waste time on relationships, she will never love you.