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[–]richbeezy25 points26 points27 points (0 children) | Copy Link
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My ex proved that very thing beyond the shadow of a doubt by taking her own life a few hours after I dumped her lying ass.
Women are getting desperate.
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Yep. Really. I've shared it before but deleted it. It still fucks me up on a daily basis and it's been almost 4 years now.
My interpretation is that she was just a compulsive liar. Everything and I do mean everything she ever told me was a lie. From where she worked, to the fact that her family and friends abandoned her, to what she was doing each and every moment, eeeeeeverything. And it was the cops that clued me into that. Not her. Not her friends. Not anyone else. The cops. After she was already gone.
They also told me that she was clinically depressed and on all kinds of anti-depressants. Take your average BPD girl and multiply it by about 1000. This girl was mentally and emotionally a total and complete wreck. Apparently when she wasn't with me she was holing out in her bedroom constantly, crying and suffering about who knows what. The cops, her friends, and her family insisted that it wasn't my fault. About the only thing I have to go by is that somebody or something fucked her up hard early on in life and it wasn't me.
She hid it all very well.
It was fucking horrible.
This was a girl that would tell me every single day for 8 months straight that she was in love with me and I was everything to her and blah blah blah. Even that was a lie because apparently it was just a ploy to get attention and money out of me.
Most girls just threaten suicide for attention. Almost immediately after I cut contact with her, disconnected from all her social media, she sent me a deluge of desperate and threatening texts: "I will do it", "I have nothing in my life," etc, I didn't see them until the next morning and by then she had already shot herself.
Her last words to me were "I will always love you" but when stood up against the mountain of lies she was feeding me, I don't know what to think. Did she really mean it? I may never know.
There's a really good book that I recommend to atheists such as myself called Why People Believe Weird Things. The short version is "people believe weird things not because they are true but because they want them to be true." Maybe that's where she was at. She wanted to love me but her depression was just way, way, way too deep. Apparently it was deeper than I could have ever imagined.
She was suffering.
She's no longer suffering.
It's too bad too because she was really pretty and a mind-blowing fuck.
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Thanks for the sentiment but please do not give reddit gold. I do not support this gynocentric platform and neither should any MGTOW.
The most fucked up thing about all of this is that it was my 11th suicide survival. I've become quite desensitized.
It's unfortunate you couldn't come up with some dark humor because I love that shit! ;-)
I wish I had something more positive to say but I think this sort of thing is going to become more common. Brace yourselves, fellas, because it's opened my eyes. I think that underneath their cold, heartless exterior, beneath all the vindictiveness, narcissism, and hostility, women are horribly depressed and lonely af (which is what they are trying so hard to hide) and things are going to get very ugly.
Hookers, sexbots, porn, volcel. Do not get involved romantically.
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