I have a great people-watching job. I've noticed something over the years: fat ugly guys are always walking around with women who are equally fat and ugly. It's painfully obvious that they are just settling for each other.

Relationships have fundamental elements of judgement and competition that are as disillusioning and disgusting to me as they are visible and universal. There was never any such thing as"love", and I could not even define now what I thought that might have meant when I was a child and didn't know what real life is like. I myself am neither fat nor ugly and could probably land an attractive girlfriend if I tried, but even if women were not shitty, I still wouldn't want a partner because I understand what relationships really are.