Taking the redpill and accepting the redpill will change your character in certain ways you can't predict. People you clicked with become foreign and even repulsive.

I discovered the TRP and MGTOW community 3 years ago. I am still in my early 20's, the impact of TPR and MGTOW changed me so much, that I become a mental and spiritual loner.

Having good friends doesn't change the fact. I have to stealth most of my believes and futures planes in regards to marriage., women etc. I can't share my viewes, my philosophy with people, because they are too offensive.

In the last 2 years I've called out for being an asshole several times, because I said how things were going wrong, because I pointed out what was bullshit. I'm also perceived as an asshole because I don't give a fuck about social norms or appropriate behaviour even by my own father.

I don't give much fucks about it, still there are times where I think to myself: damn. I don't want to be an asshole. I don't want to be that guy who always say what has to be said. However the alternative is to be passive and getting exploited.

There isn't much of a choice. You either become a loner or you get exploited.

You can't go back without illusioning yourself. If you accept the TRP and MGTOW, it will transform you and even alienate you from society.

I think I will go monk mode for the next weeks. No escorts, no friends.