I see a lot of young guys, I assume they are young guys who haven't been properly fucked over by several women over the course of a decade, well I see them posting things like how it's easy to fall back into blue-think or how to msintain red awareness. Thing is, for me, I am no Cyper Diez. I can't go back, even if I forecfully tried to will myself or if some 1０ came along and sucked on my dick. I just don't think it's possible. the dream of unicorns is dead. they are all replicants and electric sheeple tapping away at their smut phones. fuck. I'm drunk and I'm always drunk on Victory Gin. I think I'm shadow banned even here. I may not post coherant messages, but I am mad as hell and I just keep taking it because that's all I can do. brothers give a shout out if you get what I'm saying. cuz there's the hamster wheel in her head and then there's the hsmster wheel that is some of our lives. waiting to get off. I see