So more and more I think about it i'm leaning on becoming celibate. I've read up on some of the benefits and obviously they're a lot of benefits. No stds, no pregnancy, no false rape accusations, clearer head, more focus etc. I've struggled with sex a lot in my life. I've always come off as the "creepy" guy because i'm always trying to have sex. Possibly trying too hard because I love it and i'm really good at. I love the power. The more I look around though the more I see how sex is such a waste and even trying to obtain that gratification is so much effort and bullshit for what? One night? I've been a server for about 3 years. Quick money, decent tips in good areas in town. I just started this new job at a steakhouse in my town. Upscale, fine dinning, after being unemployed for about 4 months. It's great, easy, hours are phenomenal and i'm surrounded by people my age. I', doing it part time so I can get my degree. A lot of attractive girls in this joint and of course they are cocktail and bartenders. They only let girls work in the bar at this place. (sexist much?) Its disgusting to see these girls throw there selves all over these balding middle age guys that come in for drinks. It plain to see the only reason they are flaunting there selves because these guys have money. There is a girl my age 24 who already has fake tits, fake lips and a fake nose and guys are drooling over her. She is on her phone 24/7 and is eats in the dining room in front of guests on the clock. Then all she does is flaunt her tits and gets paid. Its gross. Even if she wanted my D idk if I could even get it up knowing she is nothing more than a piece of plastic after a piece of paper. I think monks and geniuses like Tesla have the right idea when it comes to women and that's no woman is best. I used to think love existed and now I know that is a lie so I thought maybe just sex is best and now i'm starting to see that is false aswell.

Sorry for the long post but I just wanted to rant. How do you guys feel about being celibate. No relationship, sex or anything??