Granted I didn’t exactly make a switch from extreme simp to MGTOW. It was more like red pill sub to here.

I was always very mechanical with life before. I’d high really high highs when everything was going well. If I was in shape and felt attractive I’d act a certain way. Truth is, pussy was on my mind everyday and I had extreme lows when I didn’t feel attractive enough. I also couldn’t rationalize how I could approach 5-10 women a day and focus on my own growth.

Constantly seeking validation by trying to start a business, negating reality and debt. Trying to “appear” better.

Not to mention shame when visiting prostitutes and watching porn.

Since being here I’ve just...chilled. I realize my worth isn’t based on how many chicks I bang or how alpha they think I am.

That’s gave me so much freedom to just be myself. I don’t need to worry about getting laid. Really cooled out my paranoia too.

I’ve accepted it’s ok if I’m not the most attractive man in the world. It doesn’t matter. Being a superstar businessman also is a dumb goal if it’s for validation.

I’m beginning to do things for myself now. I also wake up when I want. Sleep when I want. I don’t feel guilty if I don’t wake up at 4:30 am to hit the gym early.

Hard to explain but world is a lot calmer now. I can watch movies without feeling guilty. I can go out and have a beer without thinking I’ll get fat and won’t be liked. I can fail since I don’t need to impress. It’s like I’m spiritually alive again.

Just my 2c. I think this is what Red Pill sub was about before. Wonder how much longer this one has.