So I've just found out about MGTOW although this is basically the way I have lived since breaking up with my first ltr GF at 20. Discovering the web of lies, deceit, and having my heart broken I decided I wasn't doing that again. I've foolishly had a go at "the one" relationships a few more times over the years just to be sure, NAWALTs as I see the term being used. Of course every single one of them was like that. At 34 I am thoroughly over it. I have spent only 1 of those 14 years with a woman, it has been wonderful in many ways.

Luckily, I say now as I have healed a lot over the years, I was born from and raised by a feminist single mom narcissistic abuser. She would literally say in front of her children 'how much better her life would be without us holding her down' during her signature spontaneous rage fits. Even bringing up examples and listing her successful woman friends who don't have kids and how they have such great lives and here she is stuck with icky kids. We unfortunately were boys which made us pariahs. She adopted a girl after three boys (couldn't risk another boy) and began treating the adopted girl as the golden child. Her own boys were called disgusting because they reminded her of their father (LOL!). I share this as yet another record of the psychological trauma that mothers inflict on their sons with this feminism. Due to her conservative upbringing, she didn't flood our house with strange men after divorcing my father and became very bitter instead. I am so glad for what she showed me about women by being crazy. She actually warned me about hypergamy in other words and grandma also warned me about girls, though always with a NAWALT silver lining - only good christian girls were considered true NAWALT by her (grandma wanted me to be a white knight).

I am very happy to see men waking up to the nature of women. I am involved with or encounter new age/spiritual type people frequently. It seems in this genre the chads are somehow also white knights, and there are emasculated pussy worshippers galore. The extreme narcissism of the women is obnoxious beyond belief, here it gets to have a spiritual disguise.

Being a proof is in the pudding kinda guy, I arranged some experiments involving a woman. I am known for my solitary lifestyle, I know how to appear unattractive to women despite being physically fit with a 'handsome' symmetrical face. Still I have to frequently deal with women attempting to flirt and come on to me even though I'm just being nice/polite, various other sniff tests and interest checks. I've decided that I just talk to them as if I have no sexual interest whatsoever (because I don't) and see what I can learn. So in public everyone for many years never sees me together with a woman.

A few months ago I meet a NAWALT that locks on to me in full predator mode and I can't seem to shake her politely - she's got some pretty good moves. I am not fooled, she's laughing at unfunny jokes and agreeing with everything I say. Within 5 minutes of talking she asks if there is a hot tub somewhere we can go to, I don't even know her name yet. She manages to come up with a way to lure me away from the crowd, by going for a walk on the beach. I agree, knowing it is a trap. We continue to talk, she keeps getting closer, keeps asking "so what do you want to do now?" after pretending to listen to what I've just said. I remain steadfast, the conversation turns to sex - she claims she doesn't just jump into bed with guys... lies. I can smell her vag dripping, we cuddle a bit. At this point the pheromones are really pulling at me and I am looking to bail without drama, I tell her I'm going home. She clearly wants to come with me but won't say it, I finally manage to shake her by giving her my contact and saying we'll meet up again. At this point we both realize I haven't asked her name, lol. She contacts me asking why I didn't bring her home last night. Well dear only because that would contradict everything I said and we talked about last night. I decide this one is pitiable and perhaps usefully stupid, and I pause mr. no for a while. I tell her my rap, genuinely as if she actually has a chance - .00001%. She has a new agey NAWALT story, she is hitting the wall and faces rejection from her female friends and deeply wants a baby (to show off on social media). We hang for a week, I shit test and she fails ridiculously. Unbelievable this woman considered herself intelligent. I finally turn Mr. No back on full and proceed to tell her I hate her lipstick, selective memory and believing her own obvious lies. I never gave her the sex she was looking for. The overall experiment was a success and revealed another phenomenon I hadn't quite directly witnessed before. While going around town with a woman - an unusual sight for people, I could see the seething jealousy in the eyes of other women. My value apparently skyrocketed 1000% after they saw me with another woman and wanted what they thought she had. I'm glad it actually has so little to do with me. But now I get swamped by women thinking/hoping I am chad.

Now that you've heard some of my story, on to the TOPIC! what's next? What is next guys? I stopped the porn over 10 years ago, it is for me, mental pollution only increasing the power of women to manipulate men with sex. I take freedom seriously. Man is capable of changing his nature. I can't honestly see how masturbation, pornography, and sex dolls are anything more than interim solutions to the issues we are having with women. You're still being exploited by women (and their image) into a compulsory activity. How do we move on? I stopped masturbation as well, though it took longer than porn. I must say, this is the area where man begins to change his nature and it is not easy. This is my refusal to be seduced into a fool's paradise. What say you?