Now that I am free and alone, I feel that nothing matters anymore.

Not having a partner and being in the impossibility of building a family makes me feel empty. Finding a woman has always been a burden but now that I know how women feel about me (unattractive guy here), it is even more disappointing and disgusting.

I have seen too much shit with women, with family broken apart, with kids, the government.

So that's all there is to life ? work hard, enjoy the money, have fun alone ? enjoy it while you can until you die ?

When you know that you can care about others but that nobody cares about you, what's the point ?