I am a young adult male in an entry position with a major corporation. I make an unsatisfactory income in personal terms. I deal with a great deal of ... ridiculousness for what I am compensated.

In recent months I have ended a relationship of 2 years. The realization that no matter how much my woman claimed to love me, or submitted to me... she would never feel/love me the way that I do her resonated with me.

I immediately had a fling with someone days later. I was invited into their bed due to my raw masculinity and my attentiveness. I tanked the relationship by attempting to by completely open and honest, as well as trying to meet them in the middle. This woman was decidedly not who she lead me to believe, and was entirely feminine in private. As I said, unable to meet me in the middle... Tanking the relationship.

I recently turned down two married women who attempted start up with me, (having a past history/long string of affairs with married women,) and have stopped being pleasant to the people I work with. People have noticed a change in my 'personality,' and seem concerned enough to ask about it. "People change," is all I have to reply with.

I started eating better. I started working out 4 nights a week with long distance cardio. When I do indulge, it's only small portions. I'm no longer seeking comfort in consumption. I don't drink, nor do I smoke any longer.

I've found purpose in writing, and have also found that writing is a means to accomplish my goals. I've begun to apply myself to my writing in similar fashion to how I have applied myself to other portions of my life.

I'm not looking for suggestions like, "go out and travel the world," or, "establish a harem." I've found my center.

Where do I go from here?