Now I know this sounds weird but hear me out, first I don't have any kids but I have slept with more women that I can remember, I grew up in a house with no father surrounded by 6 women, when I was young my mom tried to turn me against my dad but it didn't work and she became spiteful. I've never really been in a committed relationship, for me I lose interest as soon as I fuck these women, then I'm on too the next. I've never really wanted to be in a relationship, especially after seeing my mom and older sister's. What I can thank them for is teaching me how to manipulate women as I had to do all my life growing up. I don't mean to ramble but my question is am on a self leading road too destruction or should I stay the path. I'm 33 drive a amazing car, live alone etc