Hey boys

A thought came into my head the other day, how does one stand tall during these hard, tough times? With all of this hate, and "toxic masculinity" going around it is really really hard to actually focus. So as I thought about everything going on in the world this video came up, and for me it reminded me of when I was in a paramilitary camp and training(for those of you who may not know, I have always been fascinated with the military, I have ALWAYS wanted to be a fighter pilot)

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=9OF06n1jNkM&t=523s

Discipline can never be taught, it has to come from within. So why do i bring this up? For me personally I seemed to have lost some of my discipline that I use to have, and also I have setup 3 goals in my life that I want to strive to achieve, and they are:

  1. cut smoking pot back, which I've already started.
  2. cut back MASSIVELY on drinking, this is something I have been trying and trying to do. And lastly
  3. either stop, or cut back enough to were i do not require it enough, but watching porn. One goal that i started a couple months before the holidays was going to the gym 3 times a week, which i have been trying to do, and already I've noticed results. I also plan on doing that and possibly getting into mixed martial arts.

So how are you going to be disciplined? What goals are you focusing on? I wanna hear some good positive things