Sorry in the first place for my poor english

(I want to be honest so pleas accept that I'm blund honest)

I'm 26 and since 5 years single and also a believer in Mgtow A few months before I made an travel tripp and I meet a girl

She is 29 from sea and work atm in Dubai We understand total fine she is also single since 5 years and got 2 relationships till now She dosent sleep around 1 guy raped here The second dropped here after 2 years of relationship She wanted to save the virgin for marriage but after the rape she feels so dirty and helpless that she accepted everything only to get an Bf how will accept the fact she isn't virgin anymore the more I learned about here the more I liked here She is femenine cute submissive she covers always here body but doesn't look that bad and she really really likes me She is nearly begging me to give here a chance Since she is a bit cubby she already started a diet so she is more attractive for me she accepts the fact that I don't want to marry even if she dreams about it and she accepts the fact I don't want children even if she dreams about it She is also really clingy I also told here that if this ha e to work she have to do here stuff same than me (means I don't want to ask for sex or even begg for it) She doesn't want to get my citizenship (Europe) she would prefer to go to here place and life there

BUT one day I talked to here and we talked about femenism She said she likes it So I got like "hell no byby" then she try to explain to me that she doesn't mean the black femenism and that Asian femenism is different she doesn't know about the other one bc she doesn't want to know bc she is not interested

So what do you guys think? I'm not sure about it for one bc I'm a believer in Mgtow and I was swearing to myself that IF I got a relationship then only with an girl how is virgin femenine and want to be a good wife + want to wait till marriage bc I think this is a sign of wife material but at the other hand I am a type of human how need and partner

I post this here bc other people see other stuff I can't see so pleas go ahead even if u are not freindly as long it makes sense its oky