Recently I went through a traumatic event that has completely upended my life.

My finances are trashed, my job is on a knifes edge for legal reasons that I can't get into, I see flashbacks and get to deal with the onset of PTSD without the ability to afford help. I have no one I'm fully comfortable talking to about this, and to make it all worse I get the privilege of waiting to see if certain parties are going to rip away what little I do have.

Frankly, the only reason I don't end it is because my dog needs me. I'm constantly terrified and shaking, and I haven't been able to sleep more than 4 hours a night for weeks! I just wish it could finally be over.