Feel nothing. Misandry normalised.

Not man. Not human enough. Nothing but brutality. Even from other lonely men. Not enough. Hate women for how they treat. All life. Suicidal from frmdles everywhere treating men as disposable. Online. Irl. So many horror stories.

Then to only hear "it's not like that you just have to know more women". Then see them treat me and others that way too. Like black hole existence.

Just cope. Just keep coping bro.

Fucking hate words. Hate reddit. Hate people. Never thought would be this cruel as a child. Collective cruelty. Socially sanctioned cruelty. Dehumanized. Always hide in shell. Nowhere for pain to go. Wordless. More brutality.

Love, gentleness, kindness are a choice. They made their choice clear to me.