I always get this question asked by both male and female “If you were Physically abused 4 times. Why didn’t you speak you up?”

The reason why I never came out on it and I still haven’t fully come out of it because I haven’t even explained the full story and my parents don’t know the proper story I’m just too scared. I even was told to go to the police by one guy and I was like that’s the last thing I would do I’m just so fuking scared to do it. Being Physically abused 4 times it just messes you up really bad. And when I did up open to my small group of my family. All I got was “why are you telling us this now and they probably were joking”. If your own family don’t believe you. Do you really think I’m going to fully open up. I will never ever in my life will ever open up to anyone, Idc how long you have known me or how close you are to me.

It's so complicated why I never came forward and why I haven’t fully opened up to anyone. I just thought. I was a pathetic loser who was just worthless. I don’t know if I’m ever gonna get the justice I deserve.

I was fuking crying and writing this at the same time lmao. What a cry baby I am lmao.

The once who always ask this question, I hope you are happy that you got your question answered. Just for God sake please leave me alone.

I’m really not gonna be as active on this account as much anyone. I don’t care you unfollow me or I lose a lot following base. I just don’t give a shit and sooner or later someone else is going to control all social media account of afterthoughtp (IG). So yeah I wanna be low-key. If you see me in public please leave me alone. I don’t need people reminding me of my past anymore.

I'm a 25 year old guy btw