Today, we got a continuance, or else, I would once again be explaining to a judge why I can't buy life insurance to indemnify the outstanding alimony due to my ex.

I have Crohn's disease, am diabetic, have hypertension, and am on an experimental drug treatment program with a drug that lowers your immune systems response.

I, against my own instincts, but on my lawyers advice, applied for life insurance through a broker of their choosing. I was, of course, declined. And yet, here I am, once again having to go into court and explain this again.

My ex's attorney already explained to her that I am not getting it, but this insane woman is still living in a place where wishing something makes it true.

I keep having to drop money on this, and frankly, the judge we drew is a man hating feminist who can't seem to remember the last time we did this dance whenever it comes up again.

I have been divorced for over 18 months, and I still keep getting dragged back into court. What the hell is the reason for getting a final decree if it can keep getting revisited? I am remarried, and this woman keeps inserting herself into my life.

I don't know how to make it stop. The courts won't admit it is a vexatious lawsuit, and whenever that is brought up, this judge tells me she will not silence my ex wife's voice.

This crap has already set me back over $5,000. My legal fees, including joint guardianship, have run over $75,000. I am busted. I can't continue to fight this. And she can. You see, they gave her $450,000 of my money when the divorce was finalized.