I’m bad at writing stories so I’ll cut to the chase, about 3-4 weeks ago I (a man) was raped by a female at a house party. so as to protect individuals, my friend who owned the house will have the name Perry and the female will be know as H. So I went to Perry’s house on a Friday night and enjoyed myself I drank a lot hung out with other friends of mine that worked in my squadron. Around 11pm H comes to the party invited by Italians who were there with us. I was drunk and asked Perry if I could sleep in his bed and he told me to go ahead and call him if I needed anything (he’s a really good friend) so I went upstairs and passed out I woke up with H on top of me riding me, I was so intoxicated all I could do was moan at first eventually I was able to say “no” and “get off” eventually she put her hand over my mouth and said “if you say another world I’ll scream and say you raped me” this scared me so I didn’t say anything and drifted in and out of consciousness. The next morning I woke up, I had blood on my cock with bruises to my chest and stomach area. After making my way downstairs one of my “friends” asked if I had a good time last night and winked. Disgusted I left the house and drove home. I didn’t tell anyone for 2 weeks and stayed home and cried at night cause I couldn’t sleep and my mental state was deteriorating. Eventually I filed a restricted report with SAPR or sexual assault response program for non military people. Restricted means no investigation or legal action just support and medical help. They gave me shots and tested my blood and urine for STDs and eventually I decided to take my case public after I read a few of the stories on here and on askreddit where brave men came out and said how they were raped by women. I realized I wasn’t alone like I thought I was. A few days later I’m at work and get arrested, taken to the police station I got asked a lot of questions. Apparently after I went public with my case she said I raped her and here in Italy it’s not really believed that men can be raped by women. Eventually they let me go home after the SAPR people showed up with pictures of the bruises and cuts and scratches she had done to my torso. Which brings me to today, Legal office came and talked to me about a court case in a nearby city where I’ll have to attend on the account of sexual assault and rape as the aggressor and H as the defendant. I’m scared that the court will side with her and ruin my life even more.

Thanks for reading this I knew I couldn’t stay silent anymore

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