I didn't really understand what rape is to the person being raped until I heard from the victims. It still bothers me that when I watch a rape in a real or fictional setting, in a porn or a movie and it's extremely appealing. I imagined getting raped or try to eninforce everything i tried to make myself be aware of women as humans which was hard when I hated them and didn't try. I know about how both men and women have generally accepted fantasies about rape but this does not satisfy me as it isn't a sense of appeal as a sexual pleasure (If consensual for both) it is that the appeal seems to be be in the fact that the woman does not want to be raped and her refusal being ignored. No I don't want to rape anyone and I don't want anyone to be raped. I want to discuss what ways rape can be seen as a purely immoral act I want to hear how women feel what they feel when they read the story of somebody who was raped because it seems they rage instead of intense arousal and dismissal I am experiencing.