I thought he was around 27 but turns out he's 31 and I'm 19. We hanged out today and talked for three hours. Last time he called our meeting a date but now I'm a bit unsure of his intentions with me. Maybe he's a little bit hesitant because of my age but he always tells me I'm pretty and attractive which I like and we share a lot of the same values. I'm just making a post to sort of squeal and gush...we live in dorms. We usually meet outside to hang out. Today he asked me why we don't hang out in my room. I told him my room is off limits I don't have members of the opposite sex in my room. He continued to tell me how usually he doesn't mind being in other of his female friends rooms but for me he has to be wary and careful. And I asked him why and he didn't give me an answer!!!!! I really think my room is an intimate place and to have a man in my room sitting on my bed? I don't know I've never felt this way but I really want him to notice me as a potential partner cause he talks about marriage and having a wife a lot so I know he wants a wife. I kinda want to be his wife lol He's just very wholesome and cute ahhhhh

But yeah this whole thing is so new and exciting to me and it feels really nice to have his attention. I've never felt this anxious over a man. I'm weirdly sexually excited because he has these big arms too. During our conversation I caught myself staring at them too much and had some really dirty thoughts and rolled my eyes back 😭🙈 I'm so shame

Please excuse me lol I know this post is really juvenile and spare me for posting a lot I have no friends lol