I consider my dad an alpha, he has a high paying business he owns, very good social status in the area we're from, and as for looks, well he used to be fit in his younger years but he settled down. Other than that, he is a very high value male, but I feel as if he raised me to be the opposite.

Looking back into my childhood, I had little to no discipline from my father even though I had committed bad actions, I wasn't pushed to pursue athletics even though I wanted to (they had an issue with me playing football due to the injuries it causes), and I was given almost everything I ever asked for and wanted.

This resulted into me being very soft, apologizing for everything, being shy, and not having to work to get what I wanted. Never got girls in school, made fun of by the alphas, and orbited many girls that weren't worth the trouble.

I'm currently a freshman in college and been knowing *of* The Red Pill and applied some topics which bettered by physique, game, and confidence. I'm now re-reading the sidebar due to falling off track.

I'm not asking for advice, as i'm a young man now and I need to build myself, but it's a question that always come in my head.