Hi, over a year ago I entered red pill theory. I have improved a lot, but tonight I fucked up. Please give me advice how to eliminate betaness in me! I started seeing a woman that I really liked. She's very hot. I ranked her higher because Beside sex I liked communication with her and her thoughts about our relationship. The problem is that I didn't trust her entirely. One night she had a project to do with a colleague. Some doubts started beating my head so I made a very low move. I sneaked in front of her house just to see if she has something with him. She noticed me and now she is pissed with me. I feel very stupid and I am absolutely sure that that is true. I lost all my credibility and the game that I built hard and successful. I really like her and now the problem is that I don't see myself as an alpha in front of her. I don't have any excuse to give her. Please give me your opinion. I know I am jackass, but I really want to improve myself. What did I do wrong? Why? Is there any way I can justify myself in front of her and in front of myself? Sorry if any grammar error.